:(

I screwed up my presentation. Didn't prepare enough for it and basically had my theory debunked during lecture. It's not like I'm expecting a lot either you know? I'm just trying to survive but sometimes it gets a little too much.

I want my nature therapy. My moments with the trees, the plants and just the chirps of birds speaking to my soul only. I'm so tired of English Literature today. It pisses me off that I've underprepared for this presentation. Pisses me off that somehow my life is slipping through my damn hands and I can't do a thing.

I lied to her that I had to go Daiso. Truth is, I wanted to go Daiso, not needed. I want to be alone now and I want nature or my stray cats with me, but they're all in AMK and none of them are here. I'm alone.

Please just let this day be over.