Exhausted

What does it say about me that I genuinely don't care when I have conflicts with others?

With the argument I have with her and my mum and now another one with another friend... well, I'm just really sick and tired of everything.

I can't bring myself to care at the moment about friendships and shit. Maybe it's just easier if I don't promise anything at all. God dammit.

I'm so tired. Like both physically and mentally exhausted. I cannot deal with conflicts anymore. My heart's already shutting down. It's like it's too much of a chore to care now. I just hate it all.

I'm tired. I've been meeting so many friends, catching up on shit and all that. It's just a huge jump from the me time I had in the past few days and I want a break from people.

I'm so tired now to be honest. I've already apologised to the people I have let down but if they don't forgive me I really don't care already.

Maybe I'm just destined to be alone wtf.

It's easier being alone.