Reflecting

So my results came out today and I'm not too sure how I feel about my grades. I'm happy that I passed everything and to be honest they are all within my expectations but to see the actual concrete numbers is still disorientating for me. I feel lost. Robbed from the disappointments I was expecting yet eluded from the happiness I am trying to capture. I'm at a standstill and I don't know how to feel about it.

I've decided to leave the house after a while. I need to do something with my hands you know? I need to go out there and verbally process my thoughts about this situation.

I'm still not sure where I'm supposed to go but I'll just keep walking cause I know that my feet will eventually take me to somewhere where I can be alone.

Me-time is so precious to me these days. I know the holidays are ending soon and I won't be able to spend much time alone anymore so I'm really treasuring this time I have now to reflect upon my actions and what I have accomplished in 2015.

A new year is just awaiting me.  It's time for me to set new goals to accomplish. I don't know if I've accomplished what I said in 2014 (I'll look back later) but I sure hope that I am a better person now than before.

At least in my mental state I can assure myself that I've improved tremendously. And church wise too, so that's great to hear, but for my remaining friendships, well, I've screwed up some and let some people down.

Time is so precious to me these days and I always end up promising others more than what I can handle. I shouldn't do that anymore I know, but sometimes I just can't help it.

I guess I'll think more as time passes. What are my goals for 2016? It's time for self reflection, Amelia.