Fucking stupid humans

I didn't want to post about this at first but the more I thought about it, the more irritated I got. I had a conversation with one of the CCA mates I met at the chalet and these are what the words he said when I shared with him some stories with being a vet technician.

"My religion will never allow me to kill a life." (When I was talking about euthanasia)

"How can you speak so calmly when you talk about killing an animal?"

You know what, FUCK YOU.

Fuck you and your high-handed ass. You're against animal lab testing right? Then don't you dare fucking take a single drug. Don't you dare to even fucking breathe cause you're stealing precious oxygen from the animals. And when your family is sick or when you yourself are old sick and dying, don't you dare to ask for a medicine cause fuck you, those drugs came from animal lab testing too.

And you ask me why I'm so damn fucking calm? I'll tell you why you fucking little fucker. I've seen a human die before. WHAT ELSE AM I AFRAID OF YOU FUCKING LITTLE FUCKER? You tell me.

I watch life seep out of my grandmother's eyes every day. I perform every single IV drip with the trepidation that I'll make a mistake and a little air bubble will escape my notice and the fucking animal will die of air embolism.

You come and tell me why I'm so numb to death? BECAUSE DEATH IS FUCKING EVERYWHERE.

And animals aren't the only ones dying. You! Stupid humans like you are causing more animals to fucking die because we can't invent drugs or new cures for the stupid fucking diseases that kill them.

YOU WANT TO TALK ABOUT HUMANITY WITH ME?

Well, let's fight. How about the fact that you're preventing literally MILLIONS of animals from getting the cure they deserve huh? How about that? What? You didn't know? There's another way to test the effectiveness of drugs?

IF YOU HAVE ANOTHER WAY OF TESTING THE FUCKING DRUG, TELL ME. Until then, stop fucking telling me that animal testing is wrong because we are doing the dirty jobs you don't want to do.

Stay in your fucking conceited world then. Look at your safe world of peace and continue believing that you love animals and you wanna advocate for their damn rights.

BECAUSE YOU KNOW WHAT, ALL THE DRUGS THAT WE ARE TESTING THE ANIMALS ON, THEY ARE FOR FUCKING MORONS LIKE YOU.

Do you really think it doesn't pain us to kill an animal? Do you really think it doesn't make our hearts feel like they have been ripped to a million pieces when we make a mistake and an animal dies?

I can still remember every single death on my hands. I can still see the fucking trust in their eyes when you put them to sleep so don't you come and preach to me about animal cruelty. You don't fucking try.

You can try and say that I'm cruel or fucking heartless but don't you dare talk about animal lab testing.

Wait till your loved ones is in desperate need for the drug to survive and we'll see if you're still against lab animal testing you gigantic fucker.

JUST FUCK YOU AND YOUR HIGH-HANDED HORSE THAT YOU RODE ON.