I haven't really written you a letter this year and I don't really know why. I know I promised to write to you but so far, I haven't and I'm sorry about that. It seems as though you're on the lower list of my priorities these days but that isn't the truth at all. Appearances are absolutely deceiving so please, never for a moment doubt your importance to me.
I know I don't express it well. I can reassure you that you're not the only friend who's insecure either. Many of my closest friends assume that they're not important in my life because of the supposed multitude of friends that I have.
It's not true at all.
I don't consider myself to have many friends and even if I do, there are only the select few that I'm committed to than the vast majority I'm obligated to.
You're part of the committed category, I just want you to really know that. When I say you're my best friend, I mean it. If I'm using the BFF term to describe any of my friends, there's no doubt in my mind that you'll be it. You and me, we're all we got sometimes. I know it feels like I have everyone backing me up while I'm your only friend, but trust me on this, you have more people loving you and supporting you than you know.
And I'm one of them.
Converting to Chinese now because Chinese is an easier medium to express certain emotions at times...
请不要担心我会忘记你。我的心已经刻上了你的名字, 心房已开了位子让你住了。从很久很久以前, 你的存在早已离不开我的思想, 我无时无刻都会想起你的脸庞, 所以请你别担心, 我是不会忘记你的。
我不会忘记你, 但我不能担保我们永远都能这么快乐地活着。未来是个未知数。可能十年以后, 我们闹翻了, 感情闹僵了, 我们的关系也可能就会断绝了, 我真的不知道。我现在所知道的只有这个: 那就是此时此刻, 我跟你的友情是无敌的。可能你认为我跟你的友情没其他人亲密, 但请你理解, 我是不会拿你跟别人比较的, 因为那样对你对她都不公平。你有你的思索, 有你的逻辑, 你的人格对我来说已经是一百分了。如果我让你感到有任何不足, 我道歉, 那不是我本意。你本身就以足够了。
我爱你天真的想法, 我爱你对我那无微不至的照顾。你的所有的优点我都看得一清二楚。你绝对是漂亮的! 所以请你不要那么容易气馁好吗? 要对自己有信心! 我相信你跟我都会度过眼前的难关。我们行的! 加油加油加油!
我爱你。
拜拜~~
No comments:
Post a Comment