"...I remember pretty vividly what it felt like. It was more than just emotional pain that I was experiencing. It affected me physically. It felt like I had weights strapped to all of my limbs, like I was trying to move underwater or something, and yet at the same time when I look back at all of the stuff that was bothering me years later, so much of that seems so insignificant now, and I don't want to downplay what I was feeling because what I felt was very real and what I was grappling with was very difficult but I can say with complete certainty that I feel worlds worlds better about my life than I did then and I know that that counsellor was right.
So much of the problems I was experiencing and all the feelings that I was going through like so much of that was temporary. Some of those issues just sorted themselves out and some of those issues got better because I made the decision to address them and I worked to improve them or resolve them and there were plenty of new problems that popped up along the way and I have even had to deal with even tougher times in my life since then, but I was able to soldier through all of that because I knew that nothing lasts forever and I knew that I had a lot more power than I may feel at certain times."
This guy is amazing and I love him so very much. :)
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