Thursday, August 20, 2015

stressed

Literature is hard. I barely understand a thing. The lecturers teach really fast too. I don't know if I'll be able to catch up to what they're saying. I don't know if I'll even pass.

I feel so stupid out of a sudden. What am I, a vet tech graduate, doing here in English literature? Who do I think I am?

I've overestimated my abilities. I don't think I'll be able to pass all of my modules. One of the assignments is a textual analysis, but how do I submit a textual analysis when I don't even know where to start?

And I'm supposed to choose the text by myself? I love Shakespeare but I don't understand what he's writing man. I don't even understand what I'm supposed to understand.

I'm panicking and I don't know how to resolve it. Just like how I'm praying but I don't feel the peace just yet.

God bless me. I really need You right now.

Give me faith to move this mountain
Walk me through my darkest nights
In the valley I know, Your love remains
No, I'm not afraid.

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