I don't deserve to have what I have now.
I'm so damn lucky sometimes I don't see it until it's right in front of my face. Like dammit! You've got so many damn people caring about you, loving you and yet you're still so fucking ungrateful and thinking all those damn shits you ain't supposed to be thinking.
I need someone to hammer me in the head with those rust coated nails so I'll get tetanus and the bacteria infecting my blood will help me see reason in this otherwise fucked up illogical world my head is in.
My thoughts are wrong and I hate them. I wanna drill positivity in my brain so I wouldn't forget it ever again but it isn't possible so here I am, stuck in the motions of having the devil in my head.
Fucking hallelujahs man.
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